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I am 18 years old, a bubbly person who can pretty much get along with anyone but I was always extremely negative towards myself and had a lot of issues with finding confidence within myself for a long time. I started to change and as soon as I became a woman everything was different, down to what I wore but who I was. When I was young I was extremely shy and quiet and as I aged to 16 I grew a voice and confidence to boot.
I have always drawn so I have gone through a lot of different phases and styles but recently I feel I have stumbled into my element. My artwork speaks my true self and it wasnt like I got it easy but I had a huge climb of drawing things that were not quiet right in the beginning. My development on drawing people started from my mum actually. Before then I always drew animals from nature books or my imagination and she would always say Draw some people and then one fine day I did. As I got older I started to struggle with myself and my art then became darker and took on a new meaning than just pretty pictures. I went to Balcatta ShS that specialized in art and did art classes there until year 11, I would have teachers drool over my work that I would hand in of slashed up bodies and morbid faces even when it left me confused. I dont think the art classes taught me anything much but it was fun to experiment with a lot of different materials like sculpturing or creating a book and even working on large scale paintings, and it was fun to be constantly surrounded by nutty arty farty people because even though they are weird they are the best kind of people on the planet.
I always felt comfortable with holding a pencil and I dont like to change much although I enjoy painting I can never build as much detail as I can when I draw. Along with going to an art school I also did some T.AF.E courses like Art and Design that pretty much filled in time for me to keep me busy when I left school to start looking for a job and thought about what I wanted to do with my art in the future.
Art was never just something I just liked to do but more so my talent and my strength.
The way I came to draw about my feelings so much was that I guess my mind is constantly turning out thoughts and feelings like everyone else, but I dont like to talk to people about what is bothering me; sometimes finding it difficult and end up keeping it locked away inside of me. My art is my outlet to my busy thoughts. Its like when I have something frustrating me or getting down on me I'll draw it out of my mind by simply putting it on paper. Its like opening up my head digging around in there and spreading out my issues or feelings that bother more than the feelings that make me happy down on paper, almost as if Im trying to get rid of it cleansing myself by putting it into a frame and leaving it be
I have a problem and once I draw it down in the heat of the moment I instantly feel better like I am truly getting rid of it. My pain can create something beautiful and yet its message or original state may not have been anything beautiful at all. I am not sure how I came to be able to do this but all I know is that I started searching myself for drawing ideas and it started from there. I still use myself for the moulds of most of my work even when its just picking up a mirror to see the other side of my hand and how it bends into a shape to help me out with a picture.
Artists like Mark Ryden and Trevor Brown float me away with dreams and admiration towards their work. I like twisted things, children with toys that dont seem quite right as Mark Ryden uses in his art constantly. An evil or out of place twist to an innocent picture always captures my attention and I adore to see work like that.
Brands of clothing like the popular Misery Boutique inspire me for many reasons because I wish to someday have work printed on clothing like she has. I enjoy anything pretty much that takes a twist on reality or even just plain fun art like the famous rockabilly style Coop and his devil girls.
When I discovered deviantART I knew I had to make an account and I did just as soon as I left high school and fell out of some friendships in which I showed my work to. deviantART is the perfect place for me and my artwork because it just has to be interacted with. I love putting it out there and mingling it about with other fantastic artists and watching people show their full abilities just like me.
deviantART is such a friendly community, I had subscriptions bought for me and a print account so I can sell my art to anyone who wants it at such a great price compared to how much I have to pay to print off large copies of my work where I live. deviantART has given me so much exposure to the world and that's exactly what I wanted.
The way I live my life is very higgledy piggledy and my art simply reflects that. I think my work including myself personally is a bunch of things warmed together, I do enjoy the things considered Goth but I also like punk or rockabilly and many more styles and looks. I listen to a lot of heavy metal and I do enjoy the more alternative lifestyle although I think as soon as anyone sticks a label on themselves they are limiting themselves to being what ever they want to be or limiting themselves to grow. I have friends who one day may be accused of being a goth and the next a hippy! But they will never call or wack a label on themselves, they are who they are just like me and my artwork.
I am not denying I draw a lot of black morbid depressing stuff and that includes most of the emotions that are behind most of my artwork although not all of it is presented in a dark dull piece of work. A lot of people point out that my art is so eye catching to them because I use bright colours on pitch blacks with such a contrast that it just explodes in people's bellies filling them with satisfaction.
Art is something that when Im doing it I am completely happy, like reading a book you enjoy its like diving away from reality and creating your own little world, I feel I have created my own world around me.
I couldnt live without it and sometimes I get intense pleasure over creating something that is simple yet so beautiful. I love having the gift of being able to draw what I want and create something attractive yet meaningful not only to me but something that also captures lot of other people.
To have my work on people would make my day, I have already seen a lot of my work sunk permanently skin layers deep in ink on a number of people and it is an amazing feeling.
I look back through my scrap books or when Im cleaning my room to discover the beginnings of what I have today and it makes me smile. Its interesting to see how much I have developed and all I did was have passion to succeed with it. I just always looked at myself and thought about what I was good at, I would try really hard with my artwork because it was the only thing I really wanted to do. I importantly always wanted to bring my art to a level that pleased me completely not even thinking about what others would feel about it.
I always did what I wanted to do and would never give up even when nothing was turning out and the stress attacks would come as I threw pencils across the room and scrunched up piece of paper after piece of paper but I got there eventually.
I always got inspiration from other artists but to begin with I always felt my art was blurring into the lines of being something just like everyone elses or too similar to others work, when I started to concentrate with my work I tried to create something that I felt reflected myself.
I can tell you once I started to create art like I do that felt like it was really something special, personal and my very own like it runs in your veins, there is nothing like it when new people everyday explain what your art means to them and how much they adore it, there is nothing like this in the whole world.















It's so good to know that there is so much talent here in Aus, and good young talent at that.
A year older than me but work of a pro artist that could make a living out of it...which she probably does. Makes me wanna cry lol.
Awesome work and great interview and insight Tegan.
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Don't like Misery's work at all but I love Illicit (brand that she's under) and the other less trendy-cutesy-goth styles found there.
Nice interview, A little, eerr.... well I'll just suggest this:
Humility and modesty are nice when appropriate. The opposites are quite distasteful things to see in an artist (especially as repeatedly as in this interview) especially one so young with seemingly quite an under-developed style and such common and unamazing subjects.
Cough cough.